And it didn't come alone. I was already managing hEDS, hyperPOTS, MCAS, fibromyalgia, FND, diabetes and a body that runs on its own rules — then menopause arrived and rewrote every coping strategy I had. Nothing worked the way it used to. Not my body. Not my mind. Not the corporate world I'd been showing up for.
I'd spent years climbing inside structures that were slowly making me sicker. The long hours, the performance, the pretending — none of it was compatible with the life my body was actually living. At some point the gap between who I was presenting as and how I was actually feeling became impossible to maintain.
So I came back to what I'd always known. I'm a qualified yoga teacher, Reiki practitioner and meditation guide — and those roots, the ones I'd pushed aside in favour of corporate respectability, turned out to be the thing that actually worked. Not as a cure. There isn't one. But as a way to live inside a difficult body without it destroying you.
Savage Grace is built from that. The real version — not the recovery arc, not the before and after. The part where you're still in it and you're learning to move anyway.
Find Your Way Through"You are not broken beyond repair. You are broken open — and that is where the gold gets in."
— The Savage Grace PhilosophyJust honest tools for the days when everything is too much — and the days when you're ready to fight back.
Techniques to quiet a nervous system that's been on high alert too long. No yoga mat required.
Not the kind that asks you to empty your mind. The kind that works when your brain won't shut up.
Evidence-based techniques for pain, sleep, anxiety, and the patterns that keep you stuck.
Gentle movement for bodies that are doing their best. Zero pressure. Zero comparison.
Radical rest practices for when your body demands it and your brain argues back.
A space for people who are done pretending — honest, unfiltered, and deeply human.
No fluff. No toxic positivity. Just honest, practical resources for people in the thick of it.
A plain English guide to meditation for kids from 8 plus. Learn to meditate and calm the mind, enjoy relaxing and escape the world when things get scary or you have just had enough.
Buy on AmazonA guided hypnotherapy session for anxiety and the thought loops that won't quit. Works on the bad days.
A deeply calming guided session for chronic illness warriors whose nights are anything but restful.
Books recommended by people who actually live this — not by people who've read about it from the outside. Honest picks for chronic illness, mental health, life transitions, and the rest of it.
A Buddhist-inspired guide for the chronically ill that doesn't ask you to be grateful for your suffering. Rare and genuinely useful.
Why your body holds onto what your brain can't process — and what to actually do about it.
Not a self-help book. A permission slip. For anyone who's spent too long being who they were told to be.
This shelf grows with you. Submit your own recommendations — the books that actually helped when nothing else did.